June 2010
So I had a dream
That Jackie chan came to murder me in my sleep but before he did he let me write a letter to my loved ones before slitting my throat. Uhmmm… My sisters need to turn their anime shit off when they go to bed or else my dreams are unenjoyable.
Jun 27th
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Jun 27th
You make me forget about my bad day.
Jun 27th
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Jun 27th
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Josh: Well I'll probably see you there.
Me: Better!!
Josh: TO BREAK YOUR FUCKING BACK WITH ANOTHER HUG.
Me: OMG.. YOU ALMOST FUCKING BROKE MY BACK.
Josh: I know ahaha. Well if you will excuse me Alex's parents are out of town and he is having a party so I'm going to go get my swerve onnn.
Me: You go get yo swerve onnnn.
Jun 26th
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Why do I put myself in these situations?
I let myself get stressd out, but push it off to the side. I let myself become dependant and then I start to withdrawl. I let myself overanalyze and overthink things. I think it’s worse then it actually is.
Jun 26th
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I am going to take a long nap.
Why? because today has been just as shitty as yesterday.
Jun 26th
Jun 22nd
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BLAHBLAHBLAH.
I haven’t been on here lately because I am at “”“”college”“” for the next 6 weeks so I have no time for tumblr. Well I do, but maybe for a few minutes every once in a while. AND ON THAT NOTE I AM OFF TO GO STUDY MORE. YAYAYAYA…
Jun 21st
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Jun 18th
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I don't understand why my parents can't trust me.
I don’t know if it’s like they are trying to protect me, but you have to let your kids make mistakes in life. If I don’t make mistakes I will never learn. I want to make mistakes. I want to learn from these mistakes. I never did anything wrong. All through high school I did my homework, came home early on school nights, and I never even went to parties. I saved myself from that...
Jun 17th
how i feel rn
whothefuckisgabby: therealdemi:
Jun 17th
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Wow, that is stupid.
Of course you have to be 21 to rent a hotel room in the state of Illinois. 
Jun 17th
I've barely ate today.
I feel like I should be hungry.. but I am not.
Jun 16th
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sexualfrustrationblog: Dear oreo cake, I want you inside me
Jun 15th
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Jun 15th
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I have been on a date.
So my friend who thinks she is a matchmaker set me up with this kid. We all went to the movies after he got off work and saw The Ruins. It wasn’t that great and he kept talking the whole time and I was like WHY GOD WHY. and then he tried to like cuddle me and I was like what are we 79? I’m trying to watch a god damn movie. Mind you I was like 15 and this kid had to be like 19 and i was...
Jun 15th
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oooommggg my balls just exploded.
Jun 15th
Jun 15th
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The Hard Times of RJ Berger..
is killing me o m g. I didnt see the preview thing or wahtever last week IDEK i love it.
Jun 15th
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The show 6teen on cartoon network..
just makes me want to jump off a cliff. I don’t know if it’s the shitty theme song or the fact that when I was sixteen I did not spend my life at a mall everyday…
Jun 15th
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Does anyone remember 3LW...
or am I the only one…
Jun 15th
Listeninfinitebecca: shelookslikebizmarkie: TLC- No...
Jun 15th
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I'll have a life by Thursday.
until the end of July. 
Jun 15th
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Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Dear Ex-love/crush whatever the fuck you were, I was always there for you and I never got a thank you. Now you are destroying yourself by drinking excessively. You didn’t even graduate this year and you had the nerve to tell me I wouldn’t amount to anything. It may be cruel, but I hope anything going great for you ends up being destroyed. I cared too much. You didn’t care...
Jun 15th
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Day 6 — A stranger
Dear Stranger, I have never spoken a word to you, but just know you’re not alone in this world. Anything that is going on in your life right now that is troubling you, know someone close to you loves you and cares. They will always be there for you even if you may disagree. Unfortunately, I will probably never meet you. I’m sure you are a good person. I hope you live a long, happy...
Jun 15th
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ListenI Almost Told You That I Loved You : Papa...
Jun 15th
Jun 14th
327 miles.
Jun 14th
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Jun 14th
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Jun 14th
Jun 14th
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My dream last night was weird..
wow, i remembered it until i began typing this. wow WOWOWO thanks.
Jun 14th
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Jun 14th
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Jun 14th
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Die for anyone, what have I become?
Jun 14th
i think i'm doing this 30 day challenge thing...
its suppose to spread out 30 days, but i dont have time for that ok.
Jun 13th
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Day 5 — Your dreams
Dear Dreams, I don’t even know you anymore.  -Chey.
Jun 13th
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Day 4 — Your sibling(s)
Dear Siblings, Wow, there are like 4 of you. Even though I act like I hate you most of the time I don’t. You mean a lot to me. Even though I cuss at you and call you retarded, I don’t mean it. Well, I do in certain moments because sometimes you are annoying, but that’s besides the point. Plus if I ever punched you in the face or arm you probably deserved it so whatever. I love...
Jun 13th
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Day 3 — Your parents
Dear Mom & Dad, I’m so thankful for you both. You’ve always tried your best and made many sacrifices to make everyone happy. I’m just glad we have a roof over our head, food on our table, and clothes on our back. Nothing else matters. Thank you for everything. -Chey.
Jun 13th
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My blog is becoming a Blink-182 blog....
oh well. :)
Jun 13th
Jun 13th
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Day 2 — Your Crush
Dear Crush, You aren’t really a crush anymore. You already know how I feel about you. You make me experience so many different emotions at one time. Is that good or bad? I’m not completely sure. I already sent you an actual letter, but I’m lame and writing this. I’ve never cared so much about one person. I always want to make you laugh, smile, and be happy. I don’t...
Jun 13th
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Jun 13th
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Jun 13th
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Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
Jun 13th
because I do what everyone else does.
Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking...
Jun 13th
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30 day letter challenge... starting now.
Day 1 : Your Best Friend I don’t really have necessarily one person who is my best friend so I will write this to all of them. Dear Best Friend(s), Thank you for everything. You all don’t understand how much I really cherish having you in my life. If I didn’t have you guys, I wouldn’t be here. I’ve gone through a lot of things in the past year or so and you...
Jun 12th
Jun 12th
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